Since it has been a few years since I spent a full year without ending up in a mental hospital, I really have to ask myself, how do I stay out of one?  I mean would it really help to turn a light on in my apartment from time to time instead of sitting in the dark?  Would it help to get out every now and then instead of staying alone all the time?  I guess I'll have to try it and let you know.

Blowing it already

Yes I am serious, I, ve been in about  15 mental hospitals in the last 5 years.  I,ve lost my friends, my husband, and my children.  The thing is I am ready to move on.  Unfortunately, while at the store today I bought some Rum.  This means I am not off to a great start.  I did see my therapist today, who by the way was not in favor of the rum.  He is a bit of a spoil sport!  I am sure if you asked him or my other friends I wouldn't drink or do any of the other 7 deadly sins.  So having little fun at all I must go on.  Considering I haven't made it through a year since 2002 without being hospitalized, this should be interesting.  Wish me luck!